DEBORAH CARRUTHERS
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    • Exhibitions ... Now You See Me... >
      • FLOW— Deborah Carruthers and Sydney Lancaster Inter Arts Matrix, Kitchener, Ontario, Canada - 2024
      • What Remains Unexplained 2.0: The Endpoint Collective, Kingston Gallery, Boston, Massachusetts, October 2022
      • Beyond the Stone Angel: artists reflect on the death of their parents, MacKenzie Art Gallery, Regina, Saskatchewan, October 2021- February 2022 >
        • More About ​Safe Passage
        • More About the Paintings ...
      • Announcing the Coming of the Sun, Adjacent to Life Gallery, New York, New York, USA , 2021
      • The Aura of the Already Said - Zygote Gallery, Cleveland, Ohio - 2019
      • Souvenir / Souvenir - Montréal, Québec 2017 >
        • Souvenir / Souvenir - Press
        • Souvenir / Souvenir - Essay ​Culte du Souvenir
        • Souvenir / Souvenir: About the Exhibition ...
        • Souvenir / Souvenir : Invitation card
    • Performances ... Once Upon a Time ... >
      • creek* - Nu Ears Ensemble - Open Ears Festival, Kitchener, Ontario, June 2024
      • slippages - the Alkali Collective, Halifax, Nova Scotia, May 2023
      • reading between the lines & Emerald Ash: Deborah Carruthers and Terri Hron- Black Box, matralab, Concordia University, Montréal, Québec - April 2022
      • Ecstacies of Influence - Le Gesù, Amphithéâtre -Montréal - December 2018
      • slippages - The UBC Symphony Orchestra - Chan Centre - Vancouver - October 2018
    • Residencies ... Home Away From Home ... >
      • Ecstasies of Influence : matralab, Concordia University - Montréal 2018 >
        • Ecstacies of Influence - December 16, 2018 - Le Gesù, Amphithéâtre - Montréal
      • The Past Sealed Away - Peter Wall Institute Artist in Residence - Vancouver, BC 2017 - 2018
      • What's in a Song ? Between the Song and the Silence: Banff Centre for the Arts and Creativity, Banff, Alberta 2017
      • In The Hole - Saskatoon, Saskatchewan 2017
      • A Ubiquity of Sparrows : Banff Centre for the Arts and Creativity, Banff, Alberta 2016 >
        • A Ubiquity of Sparrows : Banff Installation
  • Graphic Scores
    • creek* - 2024 >
      • creek* -Instructions for Play and Score
    • reading between the lines - 2022
    • safe passage - 2021 >
      • safe passage: Video Score with Audio
      • About Mortsaf for My Father: ​Safe Passage Installation
    • slippages - 2018 >
      • slippages - Instructions for play and score
      • slippages in the Studio: About my process >
        • slippages Athabasca -Photographs
        • slippages Immense Immensities
        • slippages Notebook
        • slippages Athabasca Painting
      • slippages - Performance Videos
    • Between the Song and the Silence: Berlin 2017 - 2021 >
      • Between the Song and the Silence: Graphic Score- Studies for Hobrechtsfelde Iteration 2020
      • Between the Song and the Silence: Graphic Score- Banff Iteration 2017
      • My Muses
      • What's in a Name?
      • Taking Flight ... The Process
      • Swan Song... A summary of my process for my MFA research
  • Portfolio
    • Mortsaf for My Father : the Series ... >
      • Mortsaf for My Father : the Paintings ...
      • Mortsaf for My Father: ​Safe Passage
    • Allegory for a New Ice Age ... Photographs
    • The Past Sealed Away : the Series >
      • The Past Sealed Away ... Painting
      • The Past Sealed Away... Prints
      • The Past sealed Away: Athabasca - Photographs
      • Immense Immensities Miniature Watercolours
    • In The Hole
    • Souvenir sacré - Photographs
    • Souvenir sacré - Opasatika
    • Fleurs sacrées - Photographs
    • Mortsaf - Paintings
    • Genetics for Cowboys
    • Beautiful Ghosts - Installation
    • Niagara Tondos
    • Twinned
  • C V
  • Contact
  • FLOW— Deborah Carruthers and Sydney Lancaster Inter Arts Matrix, Kitchener, Ontario, Canada - 2024

Beautiful Ghosts: Chandelier Installation
Persistent Desire: Sound installation

Beautiful Ghosts - Chandelier Installation

Like a moth to a flame we become helpless / 
to the beautiful ghosts that true love sheds.

From the Ryan O'Neal song, “All that is Beautiful”

This installation was inspired by a sound that I have always associated with night-time in spring, summer and early fall: insects beating against lights. The sound of wings hitting lampshades and the bodies flung rhythmically, again and again, is compelling, hypnotic, haunting, futile and somewhat tragic. 

From porch lampshades in late fall I collected the bodies of those that had attempted to immolate themselves, instead likely dying from exhaustion brought on by an unattainable goal.  Examination revealed legs bent in arabesques, artfully furled proboscises, delicately veined wings, and eyes that still glistened like small faceted jewels.

Memorials to persistent desire, in turn immortalizing their ephemeral beauty, are seven chandeliers festooned with hundreds of reproductions of my small drawings of nocturnal insects. 


Persistent Desire - Sound

Persistent Desire, the sound piece of this installation, was created from 16 hours of recordings of nocturnal insects in the Laurentian mountains of Quebec. To create the sound piece, the raw recordings were sampled and reassembled: otherwise the sound was not altered. The barely discernible whisper of tissue-thin wings, the susurrating as they cluster around the microphone and the “tick-tick-tick” of their bodies hitting glass have been amplified, creating sounds that could have been made by humans imitating their insistent dance. It feels both familiar and strange; loud murmurings of beautiful ghosts.

Click play below to hear a sample of the installation audio track designed with sound engineer Raymond Legault.
Installation Nuit Blanche 2011: Gladstone Hotel, Toronto, ON
Installation Views CRAM 2011
Drawings
​ We acknowledge the support of the Canada Council for the Arts.
Nous remercions le Conseil des Arts du Canada de son soutien.
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  • Home
    • Artist Statement
    • Bio
  • Exhibitions / Residencies/Performances
    • Exhibitions ... Now You See Me... >
      • FLOW— Deborah Carruthers and Sydney Lancaster Inter Arts Matrix, Kitchener, Ontario, Canada - 2024
      • What Remains Unexplained 2.0: The Endpoint Collective, Kingston Gallery, Boston, Massachusetts, October 2022
      • Beyond the Stone Angel: artists reflect on the death of their parents, MacKenzie Art Gallery, Regina, Saskatchewan, October 2021- February 2022 >
        • More About ​Safe Passage
        • More About the Paintings ...
      • Announcing the Coming of the Sun, Adjacent to Life Gallery, New York, New York, USA , 2021
      • The Aura of the Already Said - Zygote Gallery, Cleveland, Ohio - 2019
      • Souvenir / Souvenir - Montréal, Québec 2017 >
        • Souvenir / Souvenir - Press
        • Souvenir / Souvenir - Essay ​Culte du Souvenir
        • Souvenir / Souvenir: About the Exhibition ...
        • Souvenir / Souvenir : Invitation card
    • Performances ... Once Upon a Time ... >
      • creek* - Nu Ears Ensemble - Open Ears Festival, Kitchener, Ontario, June 2024
      • slippages - the Alkali Collective, Halifax, Nova Scotia, May 2023
      • reading between the lines & Emerald Ash: Deborah Carruthers and Terri Hron- Black Box, matralab, Concordia University, Montréal, Québec - April 2022
      • Ecstacies of Influence - Le Gesù, Amphithéâtre -Montréal - December 2018
      • slippages - The UBC Symphony Orchestra - Chan Centre - Vancouver - October 2018
    • Residencies ... Home Away From Home ... >
      • Ecstasies of Influence : matralab, Concordia University - Montréal 2018 >
        • Ecstacies of Influence - December 16, 2018 - Le Gesù, Amphithéâtre - Montréal
      • The Past Sealed Away - Peter Wall Institute Artist in Residence - Vancouver, BC 2017 - 2018
      • What's in a Song ? Between the Song and the Silence: Banff Centre for the Arts and Creativity, Banff, Alberta 2017
      • In The Hole - Saskatoon, Saskatchewan 2017
      • A Ubiquity of Sparrows : Banff Centre for the Arts and Creativity, Banff, Alberta 2016 >
        • A Ubiquity of Sparrows : Banff Installation
  • Graphic Scores
    • creek* - 2024 >
      • creek* -Instructions for Play and Score
    • reading between the lines - 2022
    • safe passage - 2021 >
      • safe passage: Video Score with Audio
      • About Mortsaf for My Father: ​Safe Passage Installation
    • slippages - 2018 >
      • slippages - Instructions for play and score
      • slippages in the Studio: About my process >
        • slippages Athabasca -Photographs
        • slippages Immense Immensities
        • slippages Notebook
        • slippages Athabasca Painting
      • slippages - Performance Videos
    • Between the Song and the Silence: Berlin 2017 - 2021 >
      • Between the Song and the Silence: Graphic Score- Studies for Hobrechtsfelde Iteration 2020
      • Between the Song and the Silence: Graphic Score- Banff Iteration 2017
      • My Muses
      • What's in a Name?
      • Taking Flight ... The Process
      • Swan Song... A summary of my process for my MFA research
  • Portfolio
    • Mortsaf for My Father : the Series ... >
      • Mortsaf for My Father : the Paintings ...
      • Mortsaf for My Father: ​Safe Passage
    • Allegory for a New Ice Age ... Photographs
    • The Past Sealed Away : the Series >
      • The Past Sealed Away ... Painting
      • The Past Sealed Away... Prints
      • The Past sealed Away: Athabasca - Photographs
      • Immense Immensities Miniature Watercolours
    • In The Hole
    • Souvenir sacré - Photographs
    • Souvenir sacré - Opasatika
    • Fleurs sacrées - Photographs
    • Mortsaf - Paintings
    • Genetics for Cowboys
    • Beautiful Ghosts - Installation
    • Niagara Tondos
    • Twinned
  • C V
  • Contact
  • FLOW— Deborah Carruthers and Sydney Lancaster Inter Arts Matrix, Kitchener, Ontario, Canada - 2024